Sunday December 29, 2002

Family gatherings suck

My aunt, uncle, and cousin are over right now. I'm sitting in my sister's room on her computer trying to stay out of the living room. I love my family to death, but I hate the questions my aunt and uncle throw at me when they stop over. So, where's your boyfriend? I hate that. I don't have one at the moment, now stop asking me. They actually say so, ver iz yur boyfrienda? Croatian people, God bless them, always add an a to everything. Boyfrienda, chickena, basementa... everything ends in a. So, I'm hiding out, because I don't want to be asked about my non-existent boyfrienda.

What I should be doing is working out. I promised Sarah that I would visit her at the Y and work out for an hour, but I can't seem to get out of this chair. I'm stuck. It's not arthritis or anything like that. It's apathy. I'm not sure why, but I can't paint, can't work out, can't do much of anything right now. Is it the holiday blues? I don't think so... I'm not depressed or anything. But the only thing I feel like doing is piddling around online and watching movies with Sarah. I'll give it a few days before I give myself psychological counseling. The joys of being a psych major...

I really should go and do something.