Wednesday August 01, 2001

Should I? Could I? Would I?

More and more often, I find myself asking, what the heck am I doing? This whole college-and-career thing are making me wonder whether I'm living up to my potential, and if I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing. I mean, remember back in Sunday school when you heard the Bible story where all the apostles are like, "Wow, look at how awesome the temple is." And Jesus is like, "That doesn't matter, because someday this building will be torn down and not a stone will be left on top of the other." Well, I don't want to put all of my time and effort into something that will someday be a pile of dust on the ground. Not that I'm going into construction, or anything. I just don't want to waste my life on temporary things. And all the things I've been interested in doing thus far are temporary. How meaningless it that? I'm still trying to figure this all out. I wish I knew.