Where the hell am I going?

June 19, 2001 | 04:23 PM

School... something I don't even want to think about. I just mailed my deposit. Too bad I have no idea what I want to major in. And it's not like I have that much time to decide either. Meetings with my counselor and the dean is in two weeks. What do I do now? Art? Computers? Biology... as in medicine? What the freak do I do? I'm hoping someone will give me a little kick in the rear and show me which way to go. There's a big fat fork in the road up ahead, and I'm inching along... anymore than this and I'll be off the road completely. It seems like everyone knows exactly what they're doing, and where they're going, except for me. By default I will be a computer science major, but I don't really want to do that. And what makes this whole school thing even harder to deal with is that it's not the only area of my life plagued by uncertainty. What is going on with Eric? What is going on with God? What it going on with my family? What is going on with Sarah? What is going on with me? Maybe what I need to do is get the focus off of myself for a little while. Maybe I'll try that.

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